Bella Swan

My arm finally healed...that's a postive note.

But winter is still here. I hate anything wet...cold.

I need to stop staying inside all the time. Maybe I can get a job at a bookstore...or library?

Leah, how are the wedding plans going? Do you need any help?

[Private to werewolves]

I know there are more of you out there than just the pack.

I was wondering if any of you knew where Jacob is? No one has seen him for a while now and...we're getting worried.

I'd really appreciaet it if someone could help us. Even if he ended up being taken away...it's better than not trying to find him at all.

[/Private to werewolves]

[Private to Edward]
I've been thinking more since the werewolf attack and...I know what you might say since you and I aruged about it a lot in the time period I come from...but I need to ask you anyway.

What are the chances of you...willing to turn me into a vampire?
[/Private to Edward]

Jacob...please answer me. Are you ok? I haven't heard from you and I'm getting worried. Please don't let this be like last time.

[Private to Leah]
Do you know what happened to Jake? He told me to ask "my new best friend" I'm assuming he means you?
[/Private to Leah]

[Private to Edaward]
Um...are...are you ok? I haven't seen you either. I hope I didn't scare you off...
[/Private to Edward]

I can't believe I'm doing this...

Leah...do you have any room where you live? I...can't stay at the Cullen's house. Please? I'll pay rent if you like.

Holy crow!

I...don't know what to say...

To be completely honest I'm not usually one to write in a journal...I just saw this thing here and realized I could see others as well. I guess I'm just hoping someone could explain this mess to me? Maybe? Yes? No?

Right...breath Bella breath...

The last thing I remember I was waiting for Edward. I was in my room attempting to sleep thank you nervous wedding feelings when I rolled over in my bed and I...I saw this wall.

Ok that sounds crazy I know but the wall isn't a part of my room. It's...a different room. Strange but it's a familar room...

God I sound like I'm completely mental. Do I honestly expect someone to respond to this thing?

Ok so maybe I do...